im living w/ my sister right now my parents are far away from me..but were not a broken family..we just have some family problem we need to fix..and i do really hate my sister.she always yell at me...she's always angry at me..i always do what she said and she's not satisfied to what im doing..she didn't appreciate it..im tired of trying my best to impress her because its useless..when im inside my room she will go in and yell at me again saying things that will make you feel bad about yourself!and after that my tears fall..and this thing comes to my mind."suicide" i want to end up my life,because it suckz!but everytime i will try to drag that razor blade to my wrist its like something stops me..and this hatred is still going on until now..so everytime my sister will get angry to me again i cry and listen to some music and sit alone in my room waiting to die..since ive been away from my family im too far away too w/ my friends..so i have no friend here by my side..i have no one someone to talk to.to run to!and it really maKES me feel sad!i miss them a lot!i dont want to go home to my parents because of our problem.i want to live by my own but i can't..some of the people here tell me that they didn't ever see me smile!they always see me sad!because of that i don't want to go out.im not really sociable!