Well it is October 2008, almost a year since my last blog, well anyways unfortunatly i am still with him, i know i should leave,i do not know, if i leave him i will not be able to find another. But i know if i do leave him, i will not be stressed out anymore and i will not have anymore money problems, but i have been with him for almost 8 years and i do not know if i can go through another break up, I have no friends to turn to anymore, and my family forget it, they do not understand.. I know i have to be strong and do it, but umm, i do not know.. Should I? or Shouldn't I? there have been many good times between me him and I, the only thing that really bothers me is the money problem, i lost my job and have no income coming in and the bills are getting stacked and we are behind in everey bill and late with rent all the time.. Ehhhh Sorry if iam blabbing on and on I just need to vent..... Eh what am i gonna do, im stuck

Hi i have been in your shoes many times. and stil am off and on. If you need a ear i am williung to listen are you in any counsiling that realy is a big help for me. and also lots of meds I go up and down like a yoyo but hope i can help you.

hi I am carolyn, i was having the same thoughts as you are but i keep telling myself things will get better. i have been on meds for 4 years and stil i go up in down all the time . freinds say think posative but i know its not easy are you on med$ i was on effexor but cant afford it so i am now taking prozac wich seams to help some. are you in any kind of counceling sessions beleive me if i was not i would be a lot worse than i am know. therapy really works

A virus! when people around you get it, there's not really any way to avoid it. When someone sneezes, a cloud of the virus sticks in midair for an amount of time which I can't remember but it's longer then you'd expect, so you get it regardless of whether you're wearing a winter coat, or a T-shirt.

The only part cold weather might play on increasing your chances to catch the flu is that cold weather might make you a bit weaker, and thus more prone to getting infected. Or it could invigorate you causing your blood to move faster, making you more immune!

Ah death. What it is no one can say. Were religions originally created to remove the fear of death? Or is there really something else after? In some cases, I hope there is. But in some other cases, that could actually be very very bad. Maybe I should make sure to please all the potential gods as much as possible! I don't fear death much though. I intend to fight him to the last breath!