Crystar's Profile
- Sex: Male
- Age: 25
- Location:
Sacramento, CA 95825
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Issues Crystar is Interested In
- Social Anxiety Disorder - I tend to feel this way when severely depressed; people = no
- Depression - Lately it has been debilitating, and I have opted to go on meds in the short term to try to get out of this slump I'm in...
- Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) - To make long story short, the last 3 months of 2007 were the worst months of the worst yr of my entire life. And with a photographic memory, I find myself unable to simply forget the things that were said/done. Every time I close my eyes or "space out" all I see are the memories I only wish to forget and move past...
- Diet and Weight Maintenance - My goal is to loose 35 lbs this yr.
- Aerobic Exercise - As far as I know, this is the best type of exercise for "fat loss," and I need to do more of it. I'm just unsure where to begin...
- Weight Training - The best way to trim fat is to increase muscle right?
- Shyness - I'm a very quiet person. I'm not very fond of strangers or of being stared at. I'm scared of people in groups larger than 3.
- Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) - There are 4 "alternate selves," that seem to co-exist inside me. Depending on which "Aspect" is in control, certain activities become harder than others, especially decision making, with all the chatter in my head over "Who's" opinion is the best coarse of action.
- Diabetes - Type 1 - I've been a type 1 (insulin dependent) Diabetic since 2nd grade--just over 15 yrs now.
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Crystar's Blogs
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- Depression - Fri, February 08, 2008 - [view]
Lately I've felt so drained. Every movement feels heavy and akward~I have terrible headaches, and I find my self unable to concentrate on much of anything...Usually I end up sleeping, try as I might not to thru caffeine and other energy drinks. But they just don't seem to be working anymore.I guess this is pretty typical for the symptoms of depression huh? How am ... - Moving - Fri, February 08, 2008 - [view]
Nothing like packing, cleaning, and moving stuff out/in up and down a flight of stairs, to show you just how out of shape you are...Monday I hit the gym, no matter what!I'm appalled by how weak I've become, but after a yr of sickness (last yr) I guess that's to be expected.Being in the ER monthly and hospitalized 2 times is no laughing matter. I lost approximately 20lbs of lea... - Memories - Fri, January 25, 2008 - [view]
It's not secret that I don't deal with change well...People, places, objects...I just can't seem to let go of the memories...My memories of the bad at times over whelm me. They bring me to my knees and make me nauseated. As I pack up my life here in apartment #9, I feel such a great sense of loss. So many memories, both good and bad. I don't want to... - Medication Mess - Wed, January 16, 2008 - [view]
As I feared...Paxil and Topamax turned out to be a disaster combination for me...Only on them for a week before getting lvl 2 side effects by the weekend. So went off them for the weekend, and suffered thru the withdrawal to find out that the side effects will take about a week to truly wear off...Amazingly, read a story about a lady who lost 20lbs in 2 months as a side effect of Topamax.... - Curious - Sun, January 06, 2008 - [view]
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