CyouRAnyway's Profile

- Sex: Female
- Age: 16
- Location:
Kansas City, KS 66210
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Issues CyouRAnyway is Interested In
- Low Blood Pressure - Hypotension..
- Mononucleosis - .
- Anorexia Nervosa - .
- Bulimia Nervosa - .
- Panic Attacks - I get this from my mother.
- Phobia - Severe fear of tornadoes.. And just most storms all together.
- Self-Injury - x.x
- Stress - .
- Suicide - .
- Restless Leg Syndrome (RLS) - I get this from my grandmother.
- Dysfunctional Family - It's way passed dysfunctional.
- Emotional Abuse - I suppose it's more of psychological abuse than anything, but it still counts.. Oh does it count.
- Physical Abuse - ..meh
- Shyness - I thought I'd add this.. I mean, after thinking about it and all. I'm quiet and shy- sort of come hand and hand though. Hah, it's so easy to add things to a list..
- Abstinence - I've never liked sex, so it's not ever going to be in my life.. Hard time finding a lover then I suppose..
- Insomnia - Restless and sleepless.
CyouRAnyway's Story
Story? Trying to make me feel special, are we? You can’t just ask for a story and automatically receive one. It’s against the laws of humanity! I’ll give you the basics, the less stressed, less philosophical, and much less deep than my mind version..
I am: Quiet, deep, philosophical, mature(at the most and least), a realist, gentle, kind, Unique, soft spoken, Bi sexual(get over it.. Or don't), understanding, and over all- demure. I don't like holidays.. or warm weather. I am very picky. I don't like flashy things- only plain things. I cannot write without music. I cannot take pictures without just a little silence.
Family: Mothers side- huge variety of emotional issues that continue incessantly. Money issues. Mother= Never went to college, a fabulist in anything and everything, adopted, extremely paranoid, bi polar, psychologically and physically abusive, alcoholic, heavy smoker, and psychotic. Father’s side- Very uptight and stressed family. Father= lawyer… That’s all. No money issues.
School: Tedious. Annoying teenagers running around making idiotic jokes about someone’s mother isn’t my ideal fun time. New school each year. No friends at school, which is a given. I still email my sixth grade counselor. He emails back.
Friends: Three.
Interests/hobbies= I enjoy writing stories and poetry. Photography(especially black and white). I like to film, edit, direct, and write scripts movies/ music videos. I enjoy deep conversations with or without a conversationalist. (it’s much more intriguing without) I enjoy reading- although I do not read much. For some strange reason, people are deceived by the illusion of myself and assume that I read many, many books. I strongly enjoy music. Alternative rock, precisely.
Likes:
Dislikes: Drugs, Alcoholism, Insolent and crude personalities, Heidi, Pop, and rap… and polka music, Prejudice, Lying, Global warming, Religious clashes, Tornados, Judgmental people, War, The media, Illness, Immaturity, Selfishness, and Weapons
Home: I currently have three pets. Two cats, a boy- Brian, and a girl- Sakura. And, one dog named Jessica. I am living in an apartment with Heidi(biological mother).Heidi, my father, and I are currently involved in a custody ‘battle.’
Health: I hardly ever get colds. I barely got sick when I was younger. No ear infections or things like that. But, This all developed strangely, practically at the same time.
Hypotension Heart murmur(and something about a hole in my heart) Mononucleosis developed in the middle of 2006. Depression(which I tend to think of more a mind set than a ‘health issue.’ Oh- I have major sleep issues, but that doesn't really count.. -.-
..The basics.. My blog will be much more detailed with information.
CyouRAnyway's Blogs
CyouRAnyway has 10 blogs. [view all]
- Testing, one, two, three - Tue, June 30, 2009 - [view]
I don't even know if this will work now. But I will keep posting so maybe anyone on here will care.. This is just a test try. But if anyone has ever had issues with cutting or eating disorders, feel free to message? - Sunrise - Sun, December 07, 2008 - [view]
It's been a while since I've been on here and I felt slightly lonely, so I decided to make a new post.I just got out of the hospital. Fun stuff, right? For anorexia.. whoo. My psychaitrist(yes, I know I can't spell) put me on seroquel and prozac, which actually do wonders.And so now I'm back.Let me think of something to ramble about..School is going alright. I have two people I ... - The last three lines at 811 - Tue, July 08, 2008 - [view]
Eight in the morning=didn’t get to sleep last night. Why else would I be up this early? XP Also, my legs have really been hurting so much it makes me want to scream. I know it’s supposed to get worse with age, I just didn’t think it would be this soon. It was extremely cold in here, so I went outside, where I still thought it was a little cold(and it was probably 100) and I st... - And sometimes, just sometimes, we like it here - Sun, July 06, 2008 - [view]
It’s five in the morning.. My sleep schedule isn’t the best right now- never was. I can usually sleep better during the day since I feel much safer in the light than I do in a dark, cold, empty room.It’s been about a month since I moved? Maybe longer, it really feels like it’s been a few months, but logic says no. I don’t think I’ve ever experienced such an..... - Through the wind and over the rocks. - Sun, January 27, 2008 - [view]
I had an.. unusual dream last night. It started out with me being on a deck, staring out through the glass surrounding the deck at the tornados forming. I looked up at my English teacher and she reassured me they weren’t real. They would build up, then disappear and another would begin building. Apparently, I was going through some kind of training along with about 100-200 other s...
