CyouRAnyway's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 14
- Location:
Kansas City, KS 66210
Issues CyouRAnyway is Interested In
- Physical Abuse - Intoxicated mother who decides I can be treated like furniture.
- Abstinence - I've never liked sex, so it's not ever going to be in my life.. Hard time finding a lover then I suppose..
- Insomnia - Restless and sleepless.
- Dysfunctional Family - It's way passed dysfunctional.
- Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) - Not as big of an issue with the behavior now as it was when I was a kid.. Still an issue though.
- Shyness - I thought I'd add this.. I mean, after thinking about it and all. I'm quiet and shy- sort of come hand and hand though. Hah.
- Low Blood Pressure - Hypotension.. Ahh! Hospitalized a few times for it. No fun. >_>
- Emotional Abuse - I suppose it's more of psychological abuse than anything, but it still counts.. Oh does it count.
- Phobia - Severe fear of tornadoes.. And just most storms all together.
CyouRAnyway's Story
Story? Trying to make me feel special, are we? You can’t just ask for a story and automatically receive one. It’s against the laws of humanity! I’ll give you the basics, the less stressed, less philosophical, and much less deep than my mind version..
I am: Quiet, deep, philosophical, mature(at the most and least), a realist, gentle, kind, Unique, soft spoken, Bi sexual(get over it.. Or don't), understanding, and over all- demure. I don't like holidays.. or warm weather. I am very picky. I don't like flashy things- only plain things. I cannot write without music. I cannot take pictures without just a little silence.
Family: Mothers side- huge variety of emotional issues that continue incessantly. Money issues. Mother= Never went to college, a fabulist in anything and everything, adopted, extremely paranoid, bi polar, psychologically and physically abusive, alcoholic, heavy smoker, and psychotic. Father’s side- Very uptight and stressed family. Father= lawyer… That’s all. No money issues.
School: Tedious. Annoying teenagers running around making idiotic jokes about someone’s mother isn’t my ideal fun time. New school each year. No friends at school, which is a given. I still email my sixth grade counselor. He emails back.
Friends: Three.
Interests/hobbies= I enjoy writing stories and poetry. Photography(especially black and white). I like to film, edit, direct, and write scripts movies/ music videos. I enjoy deep conversations with or without a conversationalist. (it’s much more intriguing without) I enjoy reading- although I do not read much. For some strange reason, people are deceived by the illusion of myself and assume that I read many, many books. I strongly enjoy music. Alternative rock, precisely.
Likes:
Dislikes: Drugs, Alcoholism, Insolent and crude personalities, Heidi, Pop, and rap… and polka music, Prejudice, Lying, Global warming, Religious clashes, Tornados, Judgmental people, War, The media, Illness, Immaturity, Selfishness, and Weapons
Home: I currently have three pets. Two cats, a boy- Brian, and a girl- Sakura. And, one dog named Jessica. I am living in an apartment with Heidi(biological mother).Heidi, my father, and I are currently involved in a custody ‘battle.’
Health: I hardly ever get colds. I barely got sick when I was younger. No ear infections or things like that. But, This all developed strangely, practically at the same time.
Hypotension Heart murmur(and something about a hole in my heart) Mononucleosis developed in the middle of 2006. Depression(which I tend to think of more a mind set than a ‘health issue.’ Oh- I have major sleep issues, but that doesn't really count.. -.-
..The basics.. My blog will be much more detailed with information.
CyouRAnyway's Blogs
CyouRAnyway has 13 blogs. [view all]
- Turn the music down - Tue, May 06, 2008 - [view]
Eh.. It’s three in the morning. XD Thought I’d make an entry since I haven’t yet this week. I had a dream last night- or at least the only dream I can remember. It was about trains.. Four of them. I was trying to figure out when they would stop and start and was walking along beside them. To dream that you are walking alongside the railroad tracks, signifies much happiness fro... - From this minute now - Sun, April 27, 2008 - [view]
Heidi says she has ovarian cancer... Whooo… She said she can’t work for six months and will be in and out of the hospital. When she kept repeating herself, I just hung up.. I refuse to listen to her sob over the phone. Look where years of addictions have gotten her… I spent last Saturday with Erica. We looked for dresses.. She couldn’t fit into a size fourteen, so didn’t buy a dre... - And there is comfort in the sound - Sat, April 12, 2008 - [view]
I am going to go through my day yesterday… Just because I feel like it-Math- Five pages for homework out of a bookHistory- lecture/filmGym- baseballCooking- notesSewing- quiltScience- labEnglish- silent reading..Isn’t my day exciting.. I actually don’t think I’ve even spoken today. Oh, I remember this morning I was talking to myself.. But that’s it. Hah.I am going... - And lift our glass to the ceiling - Wed, April 09, 2008 - [view]
I do feel more rested today, but am still very tired. I have been very irritated today as well as very sad. I don’t like it when I’m so irritated, but it should only last a day or so. It’s almost like I am not feeling anything, but still have remnants of sadness.. Weird.Today went the same as it did yesterday and the day before. It was the last day for math assessments.. I don... - Do as I say, not as I do - Sat, April 05, 2008 - [view]
Let’s see- seven-six more weeks of school left? I never keep track though. Sewing is going alright. I’ve almost finished my pants.. I sewed them backwards. T_T Fixed them though.. Good as new, right? There isn’t a lot of exciting things going on in school right now. Seriously, nothing. I suppose it’s because it’s almost summer and things are ‘winding down.&rs...