Homosexuality - It makes me hate myself. I lie to those I love to keep them happy. I've lived it for so long I sometimes have a hard time seeing whats true and what isn't. It makes me wish I was dead.

Depression - It makes me reclusive, I don't like talking to people, I don't like social interaction, in fact the only times I actually leave my house are to go to and from work, and maybe the occasional theatre project.

Suicide - Lets think about this... I have tried to kill myself before, and my intrepid despondency keeps further inducing thoughts of how I wish I was dead and I'm just to much of a coward to do anything about it.

Smoking -

Teeth Grinding -

Sexual Abuse - I'm not sure to describe this...

Bulimia Nervosa - I felt like I was never good enough, and that I always had to be better. So it started by limiting what I ate, and then when people forced me to eat I would promptlyupon finishing the meal execuse myself and force myself to vomit up what I just ate. It just kept getting worse and worse.

Headaches/Migraines - I think my stress from everything makes my head hurt. Cause it hurts alot.

Low Self Esteem - I'm ugly, unhappy, and generally messed up. My friends have all but abandoned me save those who are really devoted, but I can't help but wonder how long it'll take before they themselves disappear into the dustbin of history.

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) - How doesn't it. It's a plague to existence. My mind is a prison that enslaves me with stupid rituals that I can't seem to break.