EnishiX's Profile
- Sex: Male
- Age: 27
- Location:
89120
Issues EnishiX is Interested In
- Emotional Abuse - I was always told never to cry, that I had to love my family no matter what. I was a puppet no mind of my owne. I had dreams of being a Sciencetis but look at me I cant even spell it. Always being told I cant do it or it's to hard for me.....
- Shyness - I was always shy for as long as i can remember. Even now it's hard to do anything I dont even turn in my owne games because i don't like to talk to people...
- Social Anxiety Disorder - Well I hate crowdes an pertty much any place with alot of people. Sweating an nervesness i just dont like alots of people. I do go to concerts just to get into a pit...
- Stress - everything you see in my issues.
- Suicide - My first time was when I was 9 then again at 12 I tried to hang myself both times. I would passout an find myself on the floor both times I dont know why.
- Self-Injury - I been hurting myself from the age of 6 or 7 at first just hitting my back with a hanger, then slaping myself in the face that grew to punching. When i turned 14 i starded to cut myself on my chest so no one would know. After i got a little control back I punched walls, poles anything not alive tell I fracturd my knuckls.
- Sex Addiction - Its strange but I cant get enough if a girl lets me i will go 3 to 4 times a day. I dont know why but I love sex I hate myself because I have hurt girls because of it.
- Depression - Sometimes I wake up sad I feel like dieing. I have only one friend but he has hurt me an still trys to push me away.
- Low Self Esteem - Im not good looking an I have bad skin. My mother left me when I was 7 because I was not hansome and my family is always about how you look.
- Bereavement / Grief - I am loseing my friend. I knew him for 7 years now but he has tried to get rid of me 3 times, in the end he needed me because he got hurt an now he is unhappy an she does not like me eather.
- Dysfunctional Family - I have a family has a lot of drinkers an fighter an mixing them dont mix. I was never hit but I have seen my family beat an cut everything but we always love each other...
EnishiX's Story
I live by the saying insanity smiles an i love anime, mangas an everything related to them. Have you ever meet yourself an found out you hate everything about you? Light, dark, life, death it's all the same to me I'm in a awakeing dream or nightmare. I will love you an hate you, Let me save you, please save me.....
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