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• Everyone need me - Sun, January 27, 2008 - [view]
  In a good way, I guess, I am under stress, as my two friends, are both having a rough time. I am working with each of them , trying to help them deal with there problems. I am in pain, but I am trying to use reverse phycology, and  say if I focus on them, my  pain will go away. Not sure if it is helping, but at least I am trying to help myself.
• Ahhhhhhhhhh - Fri, January 25, 2008 - [view]
     I am totally discusted with myself and life. I have Fibromyalgia, and because I am in too much pain, I can not do to much, so I eat and I got  fat. I hate myself and my life. I don't know how much more I can handle. My family Dr. told me I need a new Phycitris, as she don't listen to me. My therapist said they all should be talking, but they won't. They think I am ...
• I hate this - Thu, January 24, 2008 - [view]
  I am so depressed, as I am in so much pain from my  Fibromyaligia, and I am constantly sleeping. Everyone is telling me I am making this up, including my therapist. I had therapy today, and I told her what was going on, and she said I have to live with it. She also said when I see my family Dr. tomorrow,     he probably  won't do anything, as it is now determin...
• Too much to deal with - Mon, January 21, 2008 - [view]
  There is a lot of stuff going on with me right now, and I don't know how much more I can handle. Between all my mental problems and physical proms, I feel like I am going to loose it.Sometimes I wish I could kill myself and be done, but I know that that is not the answer, as I tried it twice, and nearly died. Coming back   was worse than trying, so there must be a reason I am here.
• Fibromyalgia - Tue, December 18, 2007 - [view]
  I have Fibromyalgia and Cervical DDD. I am in a lot of pain. I got one injection on Dec. 4, and did not get any relief. I am scheduled for a second one on Jan. 3. I am frustrated, as it is throwing my  whole body off. Sleeping and eating are also messed up. Anyone releat?