GothGirl's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 16
- Location:
48700
Issues GothGirl is Interested In
- Shyness - I don't really talk to anyone because nobody really likes my drawings or anything i do so most of the time i stay by myself i can't talk to anyone except the teachers and that's only when i have to
- Anger Management Problem - Sometimes i get really angry and i can't control myself and i've been known to lash out at the people who tease me or just happen to be there when i express my anger when i'm doing kendo or boxing or even skateboarding
- Self-Injury - I just have to express the pain in my body and my head sometimes so i cut my wrists ,my legs, my arms, my back and a few other places it just wells up until i can't do anything and i have to express it somehow people at school call me emo and this affects me because i don't think i am
- Depression - I get so upset i can't even get out of bed i feel weak and powerless because i don't want to do anything i just sit there under a blanket so no light penetrates the dark i don't even go to school my mum just lets me stay there most of the time i stay in my room for 2 or 3 days at a time i've been really depressed since my best friend died when we were 13 but it's slowly getting better and i'm going to school more now
- Insomnia - well i only get around a maximum of 9 hours sleep a week because of my insomnia but i've been an insomniac since i was 13 because bad thoughts of my friends death and other things just wiggle and squirm in my head until i just can't do anything except stare at the ceiling
- Pessimism - What's the point?
GothGirl's Story
Well ever since i was little i've been moving around and i move to often to make strong friendships that last i was born in adelaide and moved to perth for three years but we moved around alot now i live in cairns queensland the last place i lived was about three suburbs away from where i am now and i am now out of the catchment area of my old school so now i have to go to a completely different highschool and i was just starting to make friends at my old school and no ne seems to like me here because i am supposedly to goth or emo or something i am also supposedly to dark and good at drawing anime so everybody makes fun of my pictures i like drawing dark stuff as most people and my teachers call it i have a sleeping problem that the people i know call it insomnia but bad thoughts just wiggle into my head and stay there but my parnts say my depression is getting to me even though i've been on anti-depressants since my best friend died when i was 13
GothGirl's Blogs
GothGirl has 4 blogs. [view all]
- Big whoop - Mon, December 10, 2007 - [view]
Hello readers I'm listening to Linkin Park at school nought so i can drown out the bitchy comments of everyone around me i'm thinking of doing a story as a blog if you thunk i should contact me please well anyway back on subject i started to get teased today and they were saying some really bitchy stuff and making fun of me and just full out bullying me and me being the person who ... - Just As Lonely As Ever - Sun, December 02, 2007 - [view]
Hi people out there i am bored and upset but don't worry i am dealing with it in my own way i know i haven't posted in a while so hi (again) Anyways hope you all are doing well to whoever is reading this at you are probably doing better than me cause my parents wanna kick me out as soon as i actually have tie for a job hen they can kick me out (which really sucks) at least i get my fend... - Crap As Ever - Mon, November 19, 2007 - [view]
Hi readers i'm feeling crap as ever i've been struck down with a wave of stomach cramps and headaches (YaY for me(by the way that was sarcasm)) and not to mention i think that my supposed best friend is talikng about me behind my back(Even better!!!!!!) because i had friend over cause my lil sis had her b'day party and my bestie kept trying to bad mouth me but i've kn... - Hello - Mon, November 12, 2007 - [view]
Hi this is my first blog so welcome to all you readin how are you hope your all good well nothin mucha has happened this week cept my friend's mum kicked her out so now she's livin with me for awhile till things cool down but it's great i have a new best friend living at my house which is good and i' savin up for a FENDER (for all those people that don't like music it&...