LadyLoft's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 48
- Location:
82501
Issues LadyLoft is Interested In
- Bipolar Disorder - I learned I was bi-polar many years ago, and I've learned how to take care of myself.
- Fibromyalgia - How does this condition affect you? Some days, clothes hurt, lol!
- Asthma - LMAO! The breath, the breath, where has it gone???
- Social Anxiety Disorder - Don't get out a whole lot? Can't remember going to a fair, and being able to relax!
- Low Blood Pressure - ...and high blood pressure. My blood just can't seem to make up it's mind.
- Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) - Gives me very quick reflexes! Quick enough to hurt myself, looks pretty silly on the outside, and feels pretty silly too!
- Domestic Violence - Domestic Violence is such a catch-all phrase. Violence from crib age until 30'ish. Parental abuses are so deadly to the soul.
LadyLoft's Story
Learning to live with the hand I was dealt. Life is good, but not especially easy right now. I struggle to avoid defining myself by what I am/am not able to "do", and remember how to "be."
LadyLoft's Blogs
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- I think I am... - Wed, July 23, 2008 - [view]
Depressed. I know I'm sad, and I still have a hard time deciding what is a normal case of the blues, and what is a warning sign of depression. The depression that is the opposite of mania is a black hole. I've been there enough and don't want to go back. Depression scares me, and it makes it hard for me to allow myself to be sad. I often find myse... - Midwestern Comfort??? - Sat, July 19, 2008 - [view]
Well - I am clearly out of my comfort zone! Currently, I am at my son's taking care of his 4 yr old, house, fish, dog, and sugargliders. Sugargliders? Who wants a pet that bites, is nocturnal, and hates everyone? Humm... His house is lovely. Big, solid, newly redone. Big yard, fenced. He's got a plasma tv wider than my car, every cable chann... - Wow! - Mon, July 14, 2008 - [view]
It's hard to believe it is halfway through July already.It's been one of them months. I've thought about HopeCube alot, but the computer crashed, and I'm still working on getting it back up.My husband had a "cardic episode," sorta like an inturrupted heart attack! He's okay, but what a shocking ride.It is very late, and I'm at my son's cari... - Them grandkids....... - Fri, June 27, 2008 - [view]
I have two of my grandbabies here this weekend, an 11 and 4 yr old, both boys.I pray that I can just be with them and not be a shrew. I miss them so much, but I am so crocthity and grumbly when I am tired and I hurt. I just want to play with them and run and breath, and I can't!I don't want to miss life because of worry over what I can't do. I am trying. I fail and... - Tired Old Mania - Wed, June 25, 2008 - [view]
Wow - I think I am having a manic episode!Mania minus breath. Minus energy. Minus sleep that is anything remotely close to "restful."What is restful? I've forgotten.It has been about a month off pych meds, 3 weeks off blood pressure meds, and 2 weeks on this new one for fibro.I'm hanging in there, but my poor husband is about to have a nervous breakdown,...