Mikey's Profile
- Sex: Male
- Age: 29
- Location:
Bay City, MI 48708
Issues Mikey is Interested In
- Anger Management Problem - At times I feel an overwhelming hate run through me and all I want to do is freak out and go on a rampage destroying people.
- Schizophrenia - This condition controls everyday life. There are times in the day when I have complete control over myself. But when things get stressful or depressing the voices and paranoia set in. I have two voices that come to me. An angry evil man who tells me to hurt myself and others while he cuts me down and then I have the soft motherly voice who comforts me. At times I am willing to do whatever the voices want for them to get out of my head. I want to lead a life like everybody else.
- Depression - Depression is common so I've been told by many doctors. But when the depression kicks in I go to a dark place and hide there like a sanctuary. I care about absolutely nothing and death haunts me every minute of the day. Thoughts, temptation, and I have even been known to plan my funeral in these moments.
- Panic Attacks - Panic attacks are horrible! I feel like I am being choked to death, I get light headed and sometimes pass out. WHen the attack is over I sleep for the rest of the day.
Mikey's Story
I was born in Bay City, Michigan on February 7th,1979. After I was six weeks old my father split and left my mother and I for another woman. My dad was abusive to my mother even during her pregnancy for me. My mom eventually re-married when I was five years old and we moved from our broken down trailer to the South End of Bay City. My step-dad was a vietnam vet from the marines and his upbringing was strict. I went to Catholic schools for 9 years and hated it. When I was fifteen I had a brain surgery and three of my friends died within months of each other, including my best friend. I began getting into drugs pretty heavy to hide from life and it's pain. I began writing poetry and music and was labeled a "queer" because I wrote poetry. I was picked on alot by people in school and began doing even more drugs including cocaine,acid,heroin,pills,pot,speed,whatever I could get my hands on. I began singing in bands and still do to this very day. I have 4 children and am in the process of getting divorced. I feel like my whole life has been worthless and I am cursed to endure shit constantly.
I was diagnosed as being scitzo-offective and take medication for it and see doctors and therapists as well. I hear voices and see things at times, I am a depressed person, panic attacks, and get mad very often but never at anyone but myself. I am a kind and loving person. I am a very sensitive person as well. That's a short version of my story.
Mikey's Blogs
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