Mochi210's Profile

- Sex: Female
- Age: 18
- Location:
92612
Issues Mochi210 is Interested In
- Acne - I hate getting acne. I try everything out there and nothing works. I even had a dermatologist give me shot on a nasty acne. My mom who was there with me held my hands so hard that I think she was more scare than me.
- Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) - I think my dad has this disorder. He's always right and everyone else is wrong. He's selfish and never consider other people's feeling. He has other issues too, but he blames everyone else for it.
- Self-Injury - Every time my dad has angry outburst, everyone in the house will get yell at. Even though it has nothing to do with us. I would cry until I can't open my eyes. I used to hide in the bathroom and wash my hands with hot water, but that doesn't help with my pain. Then I start to cut myself. I stopped after my friend discovered it one day at school and made me promise not to do that anymore.
- Panic Attacks - When there's yelling in the house, I feel my heart beating out my head. My body start to tremble and fists clench tightly. I wish someone can come and make it go away.
Mochi210's Story
I'm just a quiet girl that no one notice. My dysfunctional family made it very difficult for me. I can't wait when I get my car and move out to live my own. I want my mom to come live with me so we don't have to deal with all the arguments, tears, and heartaches. Maybe... just maybe one day my dark gloomy sky will clear and I can breath again.
Mochi210's Blogs
Mochi210 has 5 blogs. [view all]
- FINALS!!!! - Wed, January 23, 2008 - [view]
Finals week!!! 2 more days and we're done, i can do this.. i think. Finals are not good for my skin. Just 2 more days and I'll start taking care of my face. Breaking out again =/ really can't help it. What it all comes down to is grades or good skin? I have to pick grades first. =( sad but no choice. Anyways, gotta go back to study. Fo... - HUGS! - Tue, January 15, 2008 - [view]
HUGS!!! Life is all better after giving someone you love a big hug. Pass it around. (remember to hug me back too) '(^_^)/' - Tetracycline antibiotics - Mon, October 01, 2007 - [view]
I have stomachs often especially after I started taking Tetracycline antibiotics for my acne. I never care if having upset stomach is the side effect of the antibiotics because it’s controlling my acne problem. Even though I see little result, I still get breakouts and those really stubborn ones. This is after 6 months on Tetracycline! Now I think it’s affecting my vision. I c... - life sux - Wed, August 22, 2007 - [view]
Going to a party this weekend and a nasty zit appeared on my chin. Don't feel like going anymore. I just want to stay home with my head in the pillow. I know everyone is going to stare at it if I go... Yes, I get very cranky when I get one of these monster volcano. After getting cranky, I'll be depressed for the rest of week. What a horrible way to end my summer. Sorry for ranting. X_X just... - antibiotics gives me stomachache - Sun, August 05, 2007 - [view]
I forgot to eat before i have antibiotic this morning and i felt so sick the whole day in school. My mom was so worried. She told me to never take medicine without food. I didn't think it would be this bad, even after i ate lunch.
