Rachel's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 25
- Location:
72401
Issues Rachel is Interested In
- Alcohol Addiction - I have been a binge drinker since I was 18. I am now 25. Because of my out of control drinking I was raped twice, drugged and rapped once. I attend mettings and am trying to stop
- Domestic Violence - I have a restraing order against a man who I barely knew. I let him move into my house, qiuckly fell "in love" then the verbal abuse started and it wasn't a week later til the physical abuse came in.
- Sexual Abuse - This is quite personal, but no one deserves to be molested, or taken advantage of under any circumstance.
- Codependence Addiction - My mom was an alcoholic when I was growing up. I have a constant need to love, help and protect others, even if it means neglecting myself.
- Mania - Jimi Hendrix said it best. manic depression is a frustrating mess. But when I am medicated I start to miss the choas and energy from my manic episodes so it is hard not to quite my medication and self medicate.
- Self-Injury - I cut myself when I feel like I deserve punishment or I feel lonely or sad. I have been working real hard in the last 2 weeks not to be that way.
- Rape - It makes it hard for me to trust guys. It makes it hard for me to go out and have a drink with my friends, I am always afraid someone will slip something into my drink again and rape me. I believe I have PTSD because of my multipule rapes.
- Abortion - It hasn't quite sunken in yet. I just had the abortion yesterday and actually I am relieved. The medication I was on is almost certain to cause birth defects and a level 2 ultrasound cannot detect fetal alcohol syndrome. I was drinking before I found out (4-5 weeks along) I just believe it is the most responsible decison I could make for myself.
- Bipolar Disorder - How does it not effect me. lol
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