Sex Addiction - I get horny easily, & sometimes for reasons I don't understand. I have only had 10 sexual partners counting only non-abusive & partners where penetration occurs. All together I have had around 20

Bipolar Disorder - I get sad to the point where I just want to sleep forever & never get up again. But I'd like to look in on my friends now & then. They try to cheer me up sometimes but it just drags me in further.

Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) - I have problems keeping friends, relationships, I'm distant from everyone... even the ones who think they know me really well. I can get very depressed, or just down right Insane.

Dependant Personality Disorder (DPD) - Even tho I was abused by my mother for years It was hard leaving until I found another person to live with. I live with my girlfriend & her brother, they take care of me. Remind me to brush my teeth, to take my vitamins, drive me where I need to go, remind me to do my chores.

Depression - It's hard to get up in the morning, I just want to sleep my life away

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) - I take on allot of complex, tedious projects & I have allot of fun doing them. But I get so caught up in doing them that I forget to do other things like eat, sleep, etc..

Phobia - I am afraid of Horses. Fake ones are ok up to a certin hight, but once they get up to anywhere around my knee or mid shin in height I want to run away & cry like a little girl.

Suicide - The earliest I remember attempting to commit suicide is about 6 years old, I took a bunch of pills from my a friends medicine cabnet & all that happened was taking a small nap. At 8 I cut my wrists while I was taking a bath, but my wrists are very sensitive so it hurt allot & I didn't cut deep enough. At 11 I tried to drown my self, cut myself (not on my wrists), fall from high places (but I'm kind of afraid of hights), & more pills. Then I tried it all over & over again until I turned 20. I've been in the hospital a few times where I was expected to die for nonsuicidal reasons & I'm still not dead. I have no idea how I've survived. I still think about it but I think I'm less likely to try.

Amnesia - I have memory problems, caused by a blow to the head. It is hard to remember things from day to day. I try to remember to leave my self notes, such as "you have already had breakfast" "remember to pay the cable bill" But then I don't know when the notes were taken so I don't eat & I pay the bill a few times over.

Attention-Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) - My attention span is kinda "Tweeky" I tend to start allot of projects that I cannot finish, forget to do things I am supposed to do every day because I get caught up doing something else.

Sensory Integration Disorder - I am very sensitive to light, it hurts my eyes & I have to wear sunglasses most of the time, even in the mall. My hearing is sensitive to certin pitch & I cannot listen to some music or most power tools. My sense of taste is almost as sensitive.

Child Abuse - I was abused by my mother sense I was 18. I have issues trusting people & holding stable relationships.

Emotional Abuse - I have extreemly low self esteem, I have problems letting people get close to me. I have allot of secrets, even from people I have known for years that think they know everything about me.

Physical Abuse - I was abused by my mother & have been in a few abusive relationships. I am afraid that something that I might do will cause someone to hit me or worse.

Sexual Abuse - I've been sexually abused from age 2 to age 19.

Abstinence - I've been trying to not have sex sense January the 1st, I have aloud kissing above the neck. So far it has been very hard. I have an addiction to sex, I have had 10 sexual partners, at least it's a low number lol.

Rape - I was raped multiple times at a very young age, & again by someone else at 17. I have blocked out most of the details, but what I do remember makes it hard for me to function in my daily life.

Insomnia - I will stay up all night & day until I get tired. Then sometimes I'm up so long when I finally do sleep I sleep for whole days.

Financial Problem - I don't get to buy allot of the things I want or need, most of the money goes to bills, food, & gas.

Low Self Esteem - I don't feel worthy of a healthy relationship

Infidelity - It is difficult to have any kind of healthy relationship. I have a girlfriend that loves me but I don't think I love her back. However, we do make excellent friends. (The first girl I've ever had a relationship with) There is a guy that I have been fooling around with (anything sexual accept vaginal or anal penetration with is penis), I love him but he says he does not love me back. Yet I can't break up with my girlfriend (I've tried) & I don't want to stop seeing him, he makes me feel everything she can't.