Shaftronics's Profile
- Sex: Male
- Age: 17
- Location:
Singapore, 13515
Issues Shaftronics is Interested In
- Depression - I really tend to berate myself, and try to shift the blame to myself. But at times, I find myself plummeting lower and lower in my own eyes, looking down upon my own existence
- Bipolar Disorder - I have two sides that contradict everything that I am.
Shaftronics's Story
Shaftronics's Blogs
Shaftronics has 2 blogs. [view all]
- That little calling... - Fri, December 07, 2007 - [view]
At 16 years old, you start to see all the couples around you in a different light, in a way a child wants the same toys the other kids have, you also feel like wanting a mate yourself, someone who can confide in you, or vice versa. But as time passes, you find out that such a thing isn't easy. Its a painstaking, time-consuming thing that at times, you start to wonder if its even worth it?&n... - And so, it ends. - Fri, December 07, 2007 - [view]
The condition was devastating. I didn't know who I was, I was hating myself for who I am. Both sides were always challenging each other, contradicting themselves as they were all in one sentient mind. I found that I could not accept myself, as I somewhat started to became the type of person I would hate, as both personalities started to turn against me, rather than each other. Their li...