Shemrye's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 19
- Location:
45320
Issues Shemrye is Interested In
- Self-Injury - Yes, it does affect me, no matter what people around me say. It just does.
- Depression - So none of my issues were ever proved by a doctor, but considering the fact that I had had thoughts of suicide, I was always down, always pessimistic, always hated life, low self-esteem, etc, I'm pretty sure most of my issues are true. I've been having these kind of feelings since I was 12 years old and as much as I tried to stop them, I couldn't. It can still hit me every now and then, and it hits hard, sometimes extremely hard. It's just one of my problems I am having, and hope to quit having soon.
- Headaches/Migraines - Headaches are around so much, its like they have become my best friend, 'cept they hurt. :P Most medicines I take do not work for me, and anything that a doctor prescribed my parents refused or were unable to get. I get them quite frequently and sometimes they last for two days or more. I don't know exactly what kind of headaches I get, I just know they hurt, and I do not like them. I think it is about time they found a new best friend. :P
- Acne - Ugh, it used to not affect me. But of course I become a teen and they appear. And yeah I would get the average break outs from time to time, but over the past couple of years it has gotten bad. I am embarrassed to say, not only is it on my face, but it traveled [yes my breakouts travel :P I'm still tying to figure out if they took a car or a bike ;)] down to my neck, the shoulders and all over my back. :( I don't like to go out in public if I am wearing a tank top and I especially hate swimming, because I am so embarrassed by it. Proactive thankfully does work, but all I have to go on is the trial bottles I still have and it only works if you're disciplined enough to remember to use it (which is not exactly my case :P).
- Emotional Abuse - *sigh* Emotional abuse. From what I looked up about emotional abuse, it seems like this is what my ex-boyfriend has done to me. Of course he'd be the last person to admit it (doubt he ever would), but I really think he has.
Shemrye's Story
Ok, ok here is a little bit more to me than I said before. :P I have many family problems here at home, and its caused some of my depression, self-injury, etc to arise. I have a bad addiction and pretty much just realized not too long ago. Hmm I think that is about as much detail as I liked to go into right now. :P But like I said before, just hope to talk to someone who can lend an ear and stuff. :)
Shemrye's Blogs
Shemrye has 4 blogs. [view all]
- Why should it? - Sat, September 29, 2007 - [view]
It got worse, in case anyone was wondering. Way worse.Shemrye - Oh man :( - Sat, September 29, 2007 - [view]
Today just is not my day at all. It actually started last night when I went to bed with yet another headache plus many other aches and pains to where I couldn't even sleep. :( My headache was the cause of it all and my dad had to give me something to tranquilize me as he said. My parents decided to once again call the doctors office and so I went to my appointment today. I guess I woke up o... - Helping someone thats far away sucks - Thu, September 27, 2007 - [view]
It really does and I guess in a way that is what we are doing here. Helping people online, who may be too far away to reach, and its horrible. You don't know what will happen, what they'll do next, and it's a very worrisome job I guess you could call it. I mean one minute you can think you're talking to them all good and fine, and then suddenly boom! they're off doing God kn... - New here - Sat, September 15, 2007 - [view]
Just kinda new to this site and not familiar with it so I'm bravely asking for any help that would be greatly apppreciated. :) Thanks.