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- Sex: Male
- Age: 15
- Location:
92630
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- Histrionic Personality Disorder (HPD) - I sometimes overreact to situations and dramatize my emotions, making others begin to question my emotional stability
- Stress - I feel as though I can't handle my life. I just want to find somebody to dump all of this shit on so that I can live normally. Either that, or I'm not going to live with it anymore
- Suicide - This generates from my pessimistic attitude and stress. I just don't want to deal with anything anymore
- Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) - I guess that this combined with my PTSD causes quite a few problems. Many of my friends believe that I am over dramatic, but that is not the case. Sometimes I will burst into tears and feel completely worthless, wanting to cut myself or commit suicide to escape the grief, then within an hour or so, I'm back to normal. I really hate this because it feels good to cry and I can only hold my legs and hide my face for so long
- Low Self Esteem - Usually I have pretty high self esteem, but that's only if I have proven myself hundreds of times in a specific area. Otherwise, I suck at everything and anything I do
- General Anxiety Disorder (GAD) - I judge my closest friends, no matter what they do or say, I always doubt them and begin to think of other reasons as to why they did or said something
- Paranoid Personality Disorder (PPD) - I will sometimes think that my friends hate me. This is similar to my GAD, but I have a real problem with this one. Nothing that anybody says or does, I am always on the edge, wondering if they are really my friend or even telling the truth. Sometimes this has caused my friendships to break and I have spent many months alone, just because I try to prove to myself that they aren't lying
- Jealousy - in all ways possible
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- Nightmare - Wed, November 14, 2007 - [view]
I'd like to make this brief, so I'll just skip right to how it started... ... ... It started out as I walked into a forest, being led by some stranger towards a couple of cabins in the middle of it. When I entered one of the cabins, there was a group of people about 8 people in it. The 'host' then brought all of us except one into a room where we could all eat pizza (very nightm...