Thinking's Profile
- Sex: Male
- Age: 20
- Location:
04106
Issues Thinking is Interested In
- Asperger Syndrome - I'm so sick of getting yelled at because I don't communicate the same way other people do. So what if I don't make eye contact or understand a lot of the hidden meanings of things? People should just get over it, yelling at me won't solve a thing.
- Domestic Violence - I'm constantly receiving threats of violence, sometimes even death. It's rather worrisome.
- Circadian Rhythm Disorder - This doesn't really bother me, it bothers other people. They can't comprehend that someone does not sleep like others and try to rationalize it. I function on a 30-hour day. Period.
- Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) - I feel like people take advantage of my PTSD to manipulate me to do things. This goes in line with the domestic violence, I guess.
- Depression - I have had to rationalize why I still have my will to live.
Thinking's Story
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- Unreasonable People - Sat, September 27, 2008 - [view]
I asked my mother to make me a promise today. It ended with my step-father threatening me. Before I eleborate, you have to know, I have some things at someone's house that I used to stay with (because of the abuse at home, no less). It's been a year since I lived there and my things are still there. I ask my mother repeatedly to give me a ride there so I can get my things. Today I ... - Still Very Much Here - Mon, September 01, 2008 - [view]
After a concerned message from someone, I thought I should post something positive. I am indeed alive, I'm doing all right and nothing new of exceptional suck has happened in my life.Though I'm all right, not much has changed either. However, I've gotten a new computer , which has proven to be an exciting thing. I even paid for it all on my own... which is really saying something fo... - Guns - Sat, June 21, 2008 - [view]
I'd write a more elaborate post but I'm afraid I lack the motivation. I'm really not feeling safe in my own home. I'm threatened for voicing my opinions, for things I say in private conversations and for trying to feed myself. My mother and step-father have actually begun to steal food from me. Mind you, I eat one meal a day, if that and am losing weight against my wi... - Three Strikes - Sun, February 10, 2008 - [view]
Today my mother told me that I am not allowed to express dislike for being around people, especially people that she likes.It started with her telling me that she was going to make a list of things I had to do every day 'or else' -- she's started making a lot of empty threats recently. When I agreed without argument but reminded her that she had a number of things she had promised t... - Burning Bridges 2.0 - Thu, January 17, 2008 - [view]
I had to repost this because of an error in the editing process. I think some people can be so blind about others that when they see someone with problems they right away begin trying to fix their problems without getting to know them at all. It's not just mundane people that do this either, professionals do it too. I think it's really sad, anyone that openly wears their problems o...