Trinity's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 16
- Location:
Tampa, FL 33619
Issues Trinity is Interested In
- Anger Management Problem - Well.. many of my friends.. would not be able to tell im an angry person... but... sometimes im just angry for no reason and they wouldnt know why.. often i would punch a wall or something.. its causing my friends to distance themselves from me.
- Back Pain - It limits what i want to do.. because i love sports.. but sometimes my back hurts o bad i cant even play.
- Bereavement / Grief - Im constantly sad even though most people may not be able to tell and its affecting me greatly because its changing my outlook on things and causing me to not be me.
- Depression - Same way with grief.. i can no longer think or come up w/ a reason besides god to try hard. sometimes i just dont want to do anything.. sometimes i never want to get up.
- Dysfunctional Family - My home life does not help any of the issues above or below it only makes them worse...
- Emotional Abuse - same way as home life... they go hand in hand
- Headaches/Migraines - I can never concetrate.. and i can never get to sleep... it makes more short tempered then usual and i hate it.
- Obesity - much like back pain it limits me from doing all the sports i want to do... sometimes i believe i can do something.. but.. then i lose my breath and i get angry at myself
- Jealousy - Whenever i see someone with a mom or dad or taking the for granted i get jealous for the fact that i will nevr be able to do that... it makes me distance myselves from people like that... because its like cruel and unusual punishment
- Racism - it doesnt really.. it just makes me realize the world hasnt really changed
- Self-Injury - people always look at my scars and asks me what happened i autimatically come up with a lie.. and we both know whats really going on... some people dont care, and others dont try. my family knows, and their opinion is.. your stupid
- Attention-Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) - Its not so much this.. but its counter part ADD which i do think i have.. it gets me in trouble alot w/ my family and in school, and i cant explain it to them why.. because idont have a doctors point of view.
Trinity's Story
Well life for me has always been hard... starting from my initial move to florida 6 years ago...when we got into a car accident and my niece almost died.. it took a turn at rock bottom lane when i was 12 and my 28 year old sister commited suicide on feb 19 four days after my moms bday... i did every school provided psycholgical thing i could to help needless to say none of them did.. nor did the anger management. i started to calm down and get situated with life... and then a year ago happened... when my entered the hospital diagnosed with pnuemonia on sep 9 and died sep 27 just 6 days after my now deceased sister's birthday now life is getting harder.. i live with my now 25 year old sister and we dont have enough .. well any money to pay the bills or even by groceries.. that picture i have up there is me shortly after my mom died.. onlii reason i could be that happy is because i know she was smiling down on me from heaven and that was enough then.. but now.. life is just to hard... but hopefully, no im sure god will get me through it.. ♥ Missy Trinity Ferrari ♥
Now for something about the real me Ive got alot of interests so let me keep this short and sweet. SPOKEN WORD!!!! Writing poems, raps and Short stories. Playing the Drums and Saxophone.Anime, manga. HALO!!!!!!!!! Playing sports. Swimming oh yeah. Basically im up for most things. I love to read in order to escape a reality that i dont agree with. I love music all types. and yea I love to hang out with my friends... Thats Basically Me.... Fav Qoute: God didnt promise Days without pain Laughter without Sorrow and Sun without Rain But he did promise Stregnth for the Day Comfort for the Tears and Light for the Way.
Trinity's Blogs
Trinity has 5 blogs. [view all]
- friends - Mon, November 19, 2007 - [view]
Every time that i move i pray to god to send someone to help me escape... and every time he has delivered so far in life i have not been able to depend on myself to get me through my problems i have always depended on other people to pack me down with their problems so i wouldn't have to think about my own. And though the lord has delivered i feel my self caving in on me. Though the lord re... - b day - Sun, October 28, 2007 - [view]
Today i am sixteen and stoked.. sorta. - Non poetic... Warning May be a rant may not - Sun, October 14, 2007 - [view]
Omg my family needs to be replaced because i honestly do not know if i have the mental capacity to deal with them anymore... I pray and pray to god to give me stregnth and im soo happy he's taken me this far but.. its like everytime i try to talk to one of my sisters the only thing they can say is leave me the fuck alone or something worse.. much less asking them for something. i try to tel... - Crash - Wed, October 10, 2007 - [view]
Crash To Crash-To... SMASHTo BashEmotionally, physicallyWith all of our heart, mind, body and soulTo burnTo yearnTo earnthat respect Feel, Emotional reel, yes REALOur perspectiveIs twisted and turnedBurned, something we shall never learnTo be black and have a knack For educationOr even to be white, and not hold onto your belongings tighteach time a black person is within sight, Subco... - X cut X.. By; me. - Sat, September 29, 2007 - [view]
X Cut X Why does it have to be meTo go through this bit? Why does it have to be meWho never throws a fit? Im crying can't you see.Don't you care about me? I lock Myself in the bathroom.I won't let any one in.Then I see itPerfectly sharp in all its GloryTo help meRelease meLet me be free.I take it in my hand, Gripping it Tightly, Pointing it carefully at my wrist.I am goin...