Phobia - I'm scared of: the dark, things don't understand (like infinity), being alone, masks (Ugh, how I HATE halloween). I get a mild panic attack when I think about it, and I have to force myself to think of something else.

Diabetes - Type 1 - I deal with it every waking moment. It has simply become a part of me. It's not really a challenge, more like a pain in the butt.

Stress - I've got a lot of things going on around me, school is what makes life stressful, not to mention all of the other stuff in this list. I love school, but it drives me nuts sometimes.

Low Self Esteem - I've got some major issues in this area. I think I'm fat, even though I KNOW I'm not... I think I'm ugly, but I KNOW I'm not. Wierd, isn't it? It worries me that I have a lot of the oersonality traits for someone that is at risk for developing anorexia, and I know that would be devastating to my diabetes, so I always have to watch myself. Also, not having a boyfriend is really taking a toll on me. I watch all of my friends get paired up, and a little part of me asks why I am not good enough for someone. I know it's stupid, but it often creeps into my thoughts, like a roach that senses food. I'm begining to wonder if I'm to ugly, or simply undesierable... even though I know it's not true. What the heck is worong with me? XD;;