feelingalone74's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 34
- Location:
72103
Issues feelingalone74 is Interested In
- Anger Management Problem - Anger seems apart of my life. I seem angry all the time. Taking out my frustrations on the people I love. I get mad so quickly and want to learn to channel it differently, but everytime I try to something wrong (or at least wrong to me) happens.
- Depression - The feelings of helplessness, hopelessness, despair, etc are overwhelming. Between being mad all the time and feeling sad, I think I am losing my mind. My problems started with my money problems. I have thought at times that it would be better if I was gone, but I keep going for my family. I love my family.
- Financial Problem - Poor money management lead to one very stupid mistake, which lead to a very long time to correct. I tried a debt settlement program. BIG BIG BIG mistake. All I wanted to do was free up some money, just wanted to pay off some bills. Didn't work. Now I am paying big time. It affects all phases of my life. Ruined my credit. Destroying my life and health.
- GERD - My money problems caused a lot of stress. It's hard to eat without the constant daily (sometimes more than once a day) burning. I have to take medicine daily, can't eat certain foods, and the pain! I used to have a beautiful voice, now I am hoarse.
- Obesity - I am fat. There I said it. I have never been skinny. I dream of being skinny. My lifestyle, stress level, depression, and lack of support are factors. I know ... excuses, excuses, excuses. Being overweight hurts my knees, my heart and my self esteem.
feelingalone74's Story
There are a lot of things that life can deal you. While I can say a have a bit of common sense, my mismanagement of my finances has caused many my health problems. Daily problems with reflux burning my throat to feelings of hopelessness to despair make up my life. I just want to know that there is someone else out there that knows what I am going through.
feelingalone74's Blogs
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- Not so good of a day. - Fri, June 27, 2008 - [view]
I hate the dentist. HATE them with a passion. Well, of course that means I have to go and get a tooth pulled, because I broke it. And no, it can't go smoothly. I have crazy extra nerves in my mouth, and they can't hit them with the numbing medicine for the life of them. So...I get about 10 shots and can still feel them trying to pull the tooth out. Th... - I hate the monthly bills! - Mon, June 23, 2008 - [view]
I don't sleep much to begin with. I used to sleep...love sleep. You can escape and be anything when your asleep. I mostly fantasize about what it would be like to have no credit care payments, car payments, credit counselling payments. Then...I wake up, and it's time to see what bill I have to put aside to pay another. It is like robbing peter to pay paul.&... - A New Beginning. - Wed, June 18, 2008 - [view]
Well, it's 5:28 pm, and I am waiting on my husband to come home. This is a new beginning for me, since I have always been a very private person. This is the first time I have ever posted a blog. I figure maybe keeping all my feelings and problems to myself may be toxic. I have the usual feelings of hesitation. You would think that being 34 years old I wouldn...