glxmermaidcr's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 21
- Location:
San Jose, 00506
Issues glxmermaidcr is Interested In
- Rape - How does this condition affect you? 100% i can see movies regarding this sort of issue, i can stand the fact i have a step dad. I hate all step dads, i can stand the fact my mom is still living with a person that raped me.
- Depression - How does this condition affect you? Affects me alot because when iam too depress i start to cut myself.
- Stress - How does this condition affect you? I can handle stress because iam hard hearted i dont stress for anything.
- Hair Loss - How does this condition affect you? When iam too depress my hair starts to fall, I just like to wash my hair alot, cant stand the fact i feel dirty.
- Shyness - eto well...i am very shy when it comes to new people, i like to make new friends but i have to watch them for some time before i can get actually close to them... i sometimes make people fell bad cuss of the way i am. I dont mean to make anybody fell bad, iam actually real cool to hang out with, but i freak out when i meet someone new all of a sudden...
- Suicide - How does this condition affect you? When i see that the pain on my wrist dosent help me, i fill like killing myself. All my past seem to come back to hunt me when i cut myself, yet it feels soo good, even though is wrong for me to do it.
- Smoking - How does this condition affect you?Helps me alot to cool off my nerves when iam nervous. Also when i get too excited i must smoke
glxmermaidcr's Story
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glxmermaidcr's Blogs
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- shes ok now - Sun, November 16, 2008 - [view]
well thank the gods that shes alright now!!!she was very very bad at the hospital and shes now at home, shes very good right now and she doesnt want to talk about the topic, i try not to talk about it with her. She even told me it was a stupid decision that she will never do again. - drank alot of pills TT_TT - Wed, October 29, 2008 - [view]
ok....you probably are thinking i drank alot of pills well the truth is that is not me...i thought about it but after seen my aunt get intoxicated i got pretty scare!!!it all started this past sunday when i was coming home from work, my little cousin called me on my cell phone and told me to get home quickly because his mom was going to beat him( i love him to dead and i would never let my aunt... - a new begging - Mon, September 29, 2008 - [view]
well. i might have said it before but today iam starting out fresh, i woke up, i felt really happy to be alive. I stopped fighting with my mom....and if she wants to start i fight i ignore her XDI am starting fresh with a new boyfriend, hes very sweet i just hope i dont scare him away. - the truth - Tue, June 03, 2008 - [view]
well i know alot of you are thinking why i said all thoughs things to my mom.... well she had it coming if you guys only knew why i said thoughs things, i know shes my mom and all and you only have one mom in the world, but she dosent act like one, or treats me as a daughter either... - fight - Thu, May 29, 2008 - [view]
i just had a big fight with my mom, i told her i dont love her, that i dont think of her as a mother