Depression - I have been severly depressed since I was 7 yrs old. I lost my mom to epilepsy. She had a seizure during her sleep and died. I am the one who found her. That was the beginning of my hell filled life. Now with the loss of my little girls the I feel like My LIFE IS ENDING!!

Obesity - After the death of my mother I started gaining weight and seem like I will always be FAT & UGLY. I have in thr time since losing my last baby lost 100lbs. I would still like to lose 100 more.

Miscarriage - I have been told all my life taht I would NEVER be able to concieve due to polycystic ovarian syndrome. Against all odds I became pregnant not once but twice, Both of my pregnancies ended @20 &21 weeks. Both of my angels were little girls. My 1st los was on 9-24-06 and the 2nd one was on 7-6-07. Now it seems as if I can't get pregnant again. This is very painful for me because my main desire in life is to be a MOMMY!1