kell_tx75's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 33
- Location:
76712
Issues kell_tx75 is Interested In
- Depression - When I get depressed I do not want to do anything but stay in bed or at lest in the house, I will not answer the phone. To tell the truth I have had to deal with this off and on for a long time.
- Low Self Esteem - I never think that I am good enough for anything. People close to me say I put myself down way to much. Growing up I was a large child not the largest but you know how it goes. I have always hated that but nothing I do will make me small. I don't really have close freinds.
- Sexual Abuse - I am a survier of child abuse. It was my step-father. It went on from the time I was about 6 until I was 8 and I told my Grandmother. I still have days when it is up front in my mind and no matter what I do it will not go away.
- Child Abuse - I have a sister who I think needs to banded from having more childern. She has 3 my nice L, nehew J, and nice P. L was taken away at around 4, now J was a couple of months old and was very sick, and then P was born hooked on drugs. Need I say more.
- Domestic Violence - My mother is/was no saint, hardly. She knew how to pick them, hell she has been married 6 times. I can rememeber being small and lock out while she was getting beat. There were so many. I have tried to break this cycle but my 1st husband did try but he learned fast. But he always found was to hurt me in the long run.
- Dysfunctional Family - My mom has been married 6 times, My dad is a drunk that got married and was with her 20+ yrs. But he was still a pig that would snick anround with anything. His wiife passed about 2 yrs ago, oh boy is he bad now. My sister is hooked on drugs, sells her self, steals, lies, cares about no one but herself. My 1st brother he is to watch..he likes some drugs and takes them way to far and wroke up one morning with his aunt(he is only a 1/2 brother), but as he got older he was doing good, then life slap him in the face and he last his baby son and his mother with in a month of each other, and now he is in that dark place again. Now for my baby brother him I am very proud of. He dose his best and that all I can ask for.
kell_tx75's Story
Where to start...I am 33 yrs.old, married to a wonderful man, have a 13yr.old daughter. I have good and bad days. I moved to Texas about 4 years ago, I came from Alabama. I did not have the Brady Bunch family growing up far from it. My childhood was one that involed molestation,violence,drugs, being homeless,screwed up family and for about 16 years I was along for the ride. After that I made my fair share of mistakes and screw ups. I am just trying to be the best me I can be and Live,Love,Laugh with all my heart. I love to write I have started keeping a journal about 4 years ago and that is when I started writting again. I did in my teen and early 20s. Some of what I write is the every day stuff but some times it is what ever comes to mind be it something from the past or some else. All in all that is me in a nut shell. Be Happy, Play safe
kell_tx75's Blogs
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- Life - Fri, June 27, 2008 - [view]
This is one of those things that came out of my head today. I wrote it earlier in the day but thought that is would be a good 1st blog. that way I can be me from the get go. Still smoke free here. Just trying to get though life and all it throws at me. I sit here and think about the roads that I have traveled during my life. Some where fun, some down right OMG wrong turn, but each one of them h...