kiba2531's Profile
- Sex: Male
- Age: 20
- Location:
Indianapolis, IN 46219
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Issues kiba2531 is Interested In
- Chronic Pain - Playing and simple it sucks and hurts.
- Depression - I have never known what it is like to be happy.
- General Anxiety Disorder (GAD) - I worry about everything and anything.
- Headaches/Migraines - It hurts, it really really hurts.
- Hearing Impairment - My hearing loss gets worse every year.
- Panic Attacks - Every time I have a panic attack I have to be restrained.
- Restless Leg Syndrome (RLS) - it's hard to keep the sheets and blanket on the bed.
- Suicide - I still have a hard time thinking that life was meant for me.
- Self-Injury - I cut and it helped for alittle then it got out of control.
- Social Anxiety Disorder - Playing and simple I don't talk much.
- Stress - Stress is always been hard in my life.
- Asperger Syndrome - It doesn't help any of the other problems.
- Asthma - I try not to let the asthma affect me to much.
- Low Self Esteem - I hate myself and everyone hates me.
kiba2531's Story
My nickname is Kiba and I am 19 years old. I suffer from depression, suicidal thoughts, anxiety, autism, chronic pain, allergies, vision problems, hearing loss, restless leg syndrome, foot/leg problems, over weight, migraines, and speech problems. I was born with all these problems and I have been hospitalized 7 times for suicide attempts. I am currently in a day program for chronic pain and addiction. I suffer from everyday chronic pain that right now I have been without pain medication for over 30 days which sucks and I am addicted to cutting for over 14 years and I am still having problems stopping which also sucks. My mother and father love me but the rest of my family hates me to death. As a child I was abused by so called friends and family for 10 years and in school and life after school I was branded as a loner and outcast. I am also a people pleaser which makes it impossible for me to be happy. Even now I have few friends so a lot of the time I isolate. I wish sometimes that I was dead but even then I fail at that. If life has taught me anything it is pain, suffering, and I hate myself. I truly feel alone and worthless and it’s true because everyone tells me that all the time.
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