Arthritis -

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) - I have this mildly.

Jealousy - Yeah I'm jealous, but who isn't really? Even though right now I don't really have anything to be jealous about, or at least I don't think.

Low Self Esteem - Yeah I pretty much have very little self esteem, At most I say that I am 'cute'. I think most of it comes from the Arthritis.

Pessimism - Always been negative, don't know why.

Smoking - I smoke, only for about 2 years straight now, I want to quite soon though, that should be fun!

Rheumatoid Arthritis - No one knows how I got it, as it doesn't really run in the family. Some say if you have a certain gene in your body and you're going through a lot of stress it can trigger it, I kind of believe that's what happened. I got it when I was 14, it was really bad for about 6 years, it got so bad I was almost in a wheelchair. I was on all kinds of meds, nothing really did anything. And I hate meds! So i stopped them, and miraculously shortly after I went into full remission for about 5 years? Then it came back half ass for a couple years then a couple years ago it has quieted down a little, which I think is the help from something that I read. I've always loved tomato's, I mean my mom would serve slices of them with dinner [NJ has best tomato's!] and spaghetti and Chef boyardee ect! Then I read that vegetables in the night shade family [ie; tomato's, peppers, potato's, eggplant, and a few others] can cause arthritis to act up, so I decided to stop eating tomato's and bbq sauce and ketchup things like that and that's when i started feeling better, so since then I TRY [keyword try, lol] to avoid them. And I noticed being sore when I do eat them. So that's pretty much that.

Stress - Hahahaha..

Pessimism - Yeah, I'm negative.