nilaya's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 21
- Location:
97753
Issues nilaya is Interested In
- Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) - I'm not very good at having stable parships... i'm very bipolar.. i can be in great mania but 1 minute after i'm in deep depression..
- Depression - unable to move, unable to think, unable to feel... to live..
- Self-Injury - i'm hurting myself with cutting, burning, etc for about 9 years now..
- Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) - i got sexual abused as a child.. and raped as a teen.. it was horrible and i just can't get out of this nightmare..
- Binge Eating Disorder - first i had bulimia.. then i got anorexic (lowest weight 38kg) and went to a six month hospital treatment. now i'm not anorexic anymore but i have many binge-attacks a week and i'm just not able to vomit what i ate.. so i'm getting fat and i am not happy about that whole situation.
- Phobia -
- Sexual Abuse - My fathers best friend did that to me. For about 4 years.
- Rape - Just like that cliché-image of a rape. A dark, lonesome road, a girl which should be at home yet.. and two guys with bad thoughts and the plan of sexually abusing anybody that night. got it?
- Emotional Abuse - my parents did not gave me any love, i just got bothered all the time.
- Heroin Addiction - i used this drug 1 1/2 years until i got clean.. but i'm still addicted.
- Asthma - in year 2005 i suffered from a undetected doubleside-pneumonia and almost died. the disease left cureless weakenings in my lungs. shortness of breath, increasing vulnerability by infections, etc
- Back Pain - the pain is situated is mainly in the neck-area.. as i child i fell down the stairs and got my neck broken , fixed with some titanium screws and plates... i'm not paralyzed (luck!) but i have strong pain in this area since then.
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