High Blood Pressure -

Depression - I have been depressed for as long as I can remember. I try to make friends, but usually fail miserably. I have two very good friends but I always feel like i'm a bother to them because they are more out going and friendly. I try to not let my depression get the better of me but there are those day where I just wish I could quit. I hate my job I live all alone and can't do anything about it, because when i try i fail.

Cardiac Arrhythmia - I have a heart arrhythmia that really restricts to my activities. Hence the whole depression issue. I have lived with this for 6yrs. now. I have had a medical procedure done for it but after 4hrs. lying down on a hard metal slab i quit. The doctors didn't cure it. They gave me meds for it but a lot good that's doing due to the fact that I have to ride my bicycle to work because the buses in L.A. suck majorly. I try to ignore it but when it gets so bad that you can hardly walk because your out of air you can't help but face it and try to keep going.

Back Pain - Lower back pain all day long. No matter what I do it never goes away. I have tried to go see a chiropractor but due to my limited income i can't, and my doctors don't see any curvature so they cannot refer me to anyone in the stinkin kaiser hospitals. I really have so many stinkin issues......all lead to Depression.

Antisocial Personality Disorder - I hate people on a daily basis.. I don't really understand exactly why but I do. I hate people driving, people talking to me, people in the tv, people ignoring me, people making fun of me, people that like me at all, I hate people that know me and don't know me. I HATE EVERYONE!! I don't like going out.. I love my tv. I love my videogames.... they let me be alone.