thursdays_struggle's Profile

- Sex: Female
- Age: 17
- Location:
Newark, NJ 07103
Issues thursdays_struggle is Interested In
- Bipolar Disorder - I've been diagnosis with Bipolar since I was 12 years old and ever since my life seems unbearable.
- Asthma -
- Panic Attacks - i hate these with a passion! but i get them often, i don't know why, but i do.
- Sex Addiction - this is my cure.
- Smoking - this makes me calm down. I don't smoke on a regular basis but when i do, i smoke heavily.
thursdays_struggle's Story
Started when i was 11. My life is a roller coaster and its hard to live a normal life. Everyday is a surprise and struggle. I have only 1 friend and I'm pretty lonely. I'd like to meet someone who is bipolar in the area and become friends... times are rough when no one can relate.
www.myspace.com/chan_es aim : Chani3mixalot
thursdays_struggle's Blogs
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- discomfort - Wed, June 11, 2008 - [view]
i have this ache in my heart for some reason. Today isn't such a great day. I'm listening to "Sia", she helps me calm down a little. My medication... I'm not sure if it's working. Every time i get the urge to smoke or cut i think of when i was in the psych ward. GOSH, do i have mixed feeling about that place. In a way, i liked it, i had nothing to worry about but in an...
