vampyre09's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 17
- Location:
49901
Issues vampyre09 is Interested In
- Emotional Abuse - My dad is the most manipulative, arrogant person I know. He uses everything against me, every little thing I've done wrong to make me look like the worst fucking person in the world when if people knew what he was really like, they would see it's the other way around. But they don't see it because he just covers up all his faults with mine and I'm the one who gets fucked over every time. He makes me out to be this horrible person while he's just the victimized single parent. For everything he does to me, he uses the excuse "I'm doing the best I can." Hitting your kid and bitching at them every second of every day is not doing the fucking best you can.
- Depression - Even when there's really nothing to be sad about I always feel that sadness hanging over me. It makes my friends want to cry when they see me like this and they tell me they love me so I shouldn't be so depressed all the time but it's not like I wake up and say "oh, I'm going to be depressed today." They don't know what it's like to feel like this all the time. When they notice I'm depressed, that just means I don't have any energy left to hide it.
- Arthritis - I have horrible knees and elbows. They get inflamed and look bright red and it's painful. I can feel it in my hands, too. I'm 16 and I feel like an 83 year old.
- Stress - There's so much I don't even know what to say about it.
- Self-Injury - I have an obsession with needles. And blood.
- Headaches/Migraines - I get these frequently. I have to stay home from school they're so bad sometimes. But my dad doesn't give a shit. Like he fucking knows.
- Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) - It's not so bad where it negatively affects my life and/or hinders me from living my life normally. I just know I have very obsessive-compulsive tendencies.
- Alcohol Addiction - I drink every chance I get. I'm always the one who suggests we get wasted. I like to drink when I write. Maybe I'm just a party-er. Maybe I'm an alcoholic.
- Low Self Esteem - Try non-existent self esteem.
- Suicide - I've tried it a few times. Still here though. I think about it all the time. Everywhere I go, I look for all the different places and ways I could kill myself. I never don't look.
vampyre09's Story
my whole family and almost all of my friends are completely oblivious to any of these problems i have. no one has any idea. and if they think they know, they only know the slightest little part of it. but really, they have no idea.
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