vkey643's Profile
- Sex: Female
- Age: 22
- Location:
77037
Issues vkey643 is Interested In
- Hair Loss - Some people tell me it is hormonal imbalance. Others tell me this hair loss is caused by stress. I think it's growing back. I didn't lose it all or anything like that, it just so happened to thin out and you can even tell at the top of my head. I'm hoping it'll all grow back soon.
- Low Self Esteem - Yes. Low self-esteem should be at the top of my list. I've accomplished so little in life that I'm not sure of what to be proud of. I'm not sure of my strengths, nor my weaknesses. At times, my strengths ARE my weaknesses (sometimes vice-versa). I have to keep reminding myself that WHO I am is what matters, not what I do... how much I earn... or how I look.
- Obesity - I'm not extremely over-weight, although I'm more or less chubby... and NOT proud of it.
- Shyness - I guess shyness mostly always comes w/ low self-esteem. As shy people we are generally unsure of how the world could react to us... and that is why we prefer to approach cautiously. Not only are we unsure of how people could react, but also of how we could react to their reactions. LOL. So... we just watch... and get to know people and their different reactions to different situations. When we feel we know these people well enough, that's when we open up and feel more comfortable, knowing we have some back-up plan for each of their reactions. IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE.
- Tooth Decay - I just need to go to a dentist soon... let's just say I'm afraid to eat anything (at all). I wonder how I haven't lost any weight w/ all this stress.
- Gambling Addiction - My father is the gambling addict. I get to see how it affects my mother and younger sisters. He owes me nothing because I actually shouldn't be living at home anymore... or I don't feel like I should since I'm already 21. I still don't approve of him wasting his hard-earned money on slot machines. I love my dad though... and I know he's sick... he wouldn't want to hurt his daughters on purpose, right?
- Dependant Personality Disorder (DPD) - It is so easy to just pick 'health issues' to suffer from out of a list. I'm not sure whether I SUFFER from Dependant Personality Disorder (DPD) or not. I do know I tend to ask for advice in next to everything. I don't know if it is because I feel incapable of making my own decisions, or because I rather not take responsibility for these actions. I ask for their advice... and if it turns out not to work or ends up causing trouble, I blame them saying, "You said I should do this..." or "Aw... you see, you shouldn't have told me to do that...". The bad side about it is that I feel guilty and often don't take credit for what turns out.
- Tinnitus - Well... let's just say I know not what total silence is.
vkey643's Story
Goes to show, you have to COPY something you type down before clicking on ENTER or UPDATE IT (as in HOPECUBE.com's case).
I had my whole story typed up, forgot to copy it and now have to retype it from scratch. I don't remember exactly what I said, so here goes:
I'm not here because I've been clinically diagnosed with anything. LOTS of people have it worse than I, so I'm not here to complain. I'm here to get support. I'm here to GIVE support.
I'm here because I know my good intentions will make sure I give you the best advice I can formulate w/ my knowledge and the best words of encouragement I can come up with.
I need encouragement myself to change the way I am. I have many weaknesses (as I know we all do). I don't blame anyone. I blame myself alone.
I have low self-esteem. I procrastinate. I'm lazy. I'm selfish.
AND many more things...
Please, encourage me. Give me words of advice...
Thank you.
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