whyme's Profile
- Sex: Male
- Age: 19
- Location:
97459
Recent Questions whyme is Interested In
- how do tell if my girlfriend really loves me, and if she doe's how do i tell my paerents that i really love her.
- how do tell if my girlfriend really loves me, and if she doe's how do i tell my paerents that i really love her.
- extremely down...
- How can I get over this? Insomina and Loneliness
- What should i do?
- why do my parents yell at me, when i m trying my f en best to do what they what me to do.
Issues whyme is Interested In
- Epilepsy -
- Dyslexia -
- Suicide - i have tried this a lot in the part year. feels go some times. but it all leads to mom, i don't want to leave her so i stop it.
- Acne - it think i am ugly. it makes me sad. i feel well not loved. edited on(11-28-09) i no longer believe what people say about me.
- Food Allergy - milk gets me any dairy gets me, it clogs my throat, but when i drink rice milk none of that happens to me, when i eat pickles my throat clogs up, and when i eat yogurt my throat clogs up. and some time when i eat this stuff my throat close up for a little while when i go to at burger king, i make sure i take all of the pickles of, and stuff like that. edited on(11-28-09) milk does not hurt me as much any more.
- Adoption - i am adopted. i got adopted when i was 10 i really miss my really parents, a lot. edited on(11-28-09) i no longer miss my real parents.
- Depression - i m homed school, i can't go in to town to be with my friends, i can't leave the property, i can only go down to the lake some times. i feel like i m in prison. the way my parents treat me. i can't help my brine. meaning i try my best to listen to my parents, but they yell at me and stuff and they at night in my dreams i cry tell i can't cry any more, and it hurts not to have some one so close to love, edited on(11-28-09) i have been going to school now for over a year and 1 month now.
- Low Self Esteem - some times i think that the reason i have anger problems is, i think low of my self.is that true. edited on(11-28-09) this is no longer me.
- Anger Management Problem - i take my problems out on other people. then they hunt me down but not before i pull a huge prank on them that makes them think twice before they come to hurt me. i love to fight a lot, thats me. but when i think about my really mom i cry so much and then i turn that crying in to anger and i go off. and thats why no one really likes me. the thing is i can't help my self it just happens. edited on(11-28-09) i have some anger but not a lot.
- Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) - i was told about a year or so ago that i have this disorder, ever thing that i do leads to this disorder. i want to know more about this disorder. everything has to be in order, strait, inline, not out of line but inline. washed cleaned. put away. stuff like that.
- Bipolar Disorder - i really don't know but it hurts a lot, when i am happy then one of my friends says a little thing that makes me mad, it's not a big thing but when my friend says that thing i go from happy to mr. evil and i hate mr. evil a lot.
whyme's Story
ummm... when i was 7 or 8 years old, some people took me away from my parents and put me in a group home. i was there for like a year, then they took me away again. but to a nicer family. then after 2-3 months they took me away again. to live with my grandparents. they said i would spend two week in Oregon. at that time i didn't know anything about Oregon. i thought it was a few minuets away from where i was living. i had a girlfriend and she Brock my heart if she would have known my life your something like that we would have tougher for a long time. i m now 16 and living with my grandparents. after 4 years i got a girlfriend, and she under stands me, shes the best. and i love her a lot. but most of time i cry, i miss my real mom, and miss all of my friends. i wounder why my life is turning in to Sh**.
whyme's Blogs
whyme has 28 blogs. [view all]
- girls, like...love HELP - Tue, January 26, 2010 - [view]
what do i say, how do i say it. how do i tell her that i like her. i can see it now, i m setting right next to her on the bus, i then say to her hi there your cute. then the next thing i see heading straight for my face is a slap, and then the pain of my face hits me with the force of a train. leaving a bright red mark on me. causing my heart to hurt. i don't want to get hurt, and at the sa... - evey one that has helped me out. - Sun, October 25, 2009 - [view]
i have gotten so much better over time i mean i am happy. like a new person. to all of the people that have ether prayed for me or left comments for me giving me hope and care. i have to say that it has helped me out, i don't know if i every said this here or not, but when i was going though hell i never ever wanted a girlfriend.but my prospective on life has change a lot and now looking fo... - after a lot time - Mon, July 06, 2009 - [view]
talking is now a little easy. i have gotten a lot better. i am still Mr. negative but i am getting better. just stopping by to say thank you ever body for i am getting better. i now know that what happen to me when i was little was in the past. and will stay in the past. the past is far far away deep in the river of life that keeps running away from us no matter what we do.there for we can catc... - how? - Wed, June 03, 2009 - [view]
my story is really sad, i get anger over it, and it makes me really sad. all the yelling the times of hell that were so bad that i can still feel it, feel it in my heart. how do i foregte about my evil and sad past?i am really tring to foreget my past cause if i don't i rememmber and when that happens my heart starts to hurt so bad i knocks me out. the goods news is i am getting bette... - after a long time - Sun, April 12, 2009 - [view]
i mean after a long time the docs have told me that what i have is not Autism i am so happy now. but the bad thing is they still don't know what does or what id happening to my brain. it's really sad, i am really sad.