I feel lost and confused. I work with other people who intimidate me. They want to meet with me, probably to tell me how I am doing a terrible job which I am. I am not doing my job. I just want to focus on my studies and nothing more. It is unfortunate for those who just want to get the degree and not interact with others because you simply do not want to. I think that people have a problem with people who like to be by themselves.

Working with a difficult person is a huge obstacle for me. It adds unnecessary stress which either brings me to amplifying my depression or manic thoughts.

 Yes, sometimes I feel that I want to die, but in reality I just want to be alone and not interact with people my age, I don't understand them and they do not understand me.