I found a meditation course that starts next week.  And I actually have those days off from work, so I'm going to attend.  It's a good starting point.

I've completely bombed on my attempt to write a book.  Maybe I'll try again, someday. 

I have a good start on finding a (new) direction.  It's hard, though.  Everything I once believed in has blown up in my face and I don't even know what I care about anymore.  All I really know for sure is that I exist, and that there's a reason for it.  Other than that, I haven't a clue.  I'm right now just accepting what is.  Trying not to judge it as good or bad.  (That's a challenge)

I'd still like to find love.  Someone to share the rest of my life with, but I don't know if that will ever happen.  I'm trying to be okay with the fact that it might not.  I know that the older I get, the less likely it is to happen.  Especially considering that I'm not quite as "free-spirited" (read: easy) as many women out there are.  People these days seem to value things like honor, loyalty, fidelity, etc. a lot less than they used to.  Things that were once meant for two people who share a bond and nobody else are no longer sacred or even special.  If that's the case, then what's the point? 

People anymore equate morals and values with "hang-ups".