June 11, 2008
sleep
i haven't slept in 2 days. and iam not tired at all. i can't get to sleep at all. i don't know what iam going to do when i get back to school .
June 6, 2008
sleep!!
iam trying to get some sleep ,but i can't. well last night i went to sleep at 11:55 a.m.. and tried to get some sleep but i couldn't. so i wanted to know what time it was and it said 1:30a.m. i just could'nt get to sleep.
March 19, 2008
still cant sleep…
sleep evades me and my mind seems to hasten… I am aware that all the world is sleeping…everyone but me….my mind is flowing thoughts raceing…this thing or that over and over again… not one thought but hundreds all at once… i cannot focus…i cannot slow the maddness that lives inside my head…. a highway flowing and turning…forever it remains my life…. calm…i dont remember… serenity…ive never known it… peace of mind…an illusion…yet to be mastered…..I sit and i contimplate alone in the quiet room but still thought af strange things still race through my head…its almost as if my mind believes its dreaming and my body is awake,,just being….just running and running and my body just stuck in that so called rut..that one place it cant seem to leave… I want to make it leave but i cannot i try again and again…and so i think that if i were to calm my head then and only then can my body reach my head…slowing the madness if just for a moment…
October 30, 2007
No sleep.
Took two clonopins and I still can't sleep. Worst part is, I have to go to school in the morning…
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